the greatest battles are those in the mind.

got back my chinese results today.
it was totally unexpected and disappointing.
i got B3.
yes. bloody B3.
cried for nearly an hour.
hurhur.
i was aiming for A1 =(
did i expect too much from myself?
anyway, thankyou MAOS+chailuan for being there for me ya =)
really appreciated :)

i guess im just like a normal human.
im greedy.
humans are never zhi zu.
when one gives birth to a healthy child, one would want the child to be clever and goodlooking.
on the other hand, if the child is unhealthy, one wouldnt expect the child to be clever and goodlooking, instead, they want the child to be healthy.
i used to think B3 is the worst result i wanto get.
but today, i felt that B3 is such an ugly grade.
with the exception of english, i would never wanto see anything more than A2 on my result slip.
got back my social studies paper too.
18/25.
highest in class =)
but seriously, i was expecting at least 20.
=(
im greedy.
i could have gotten full marks for the last question if not because of the short time.
i didnt have time to take support form the source,
and tadahh~ L5/7 drop to L3/4
but nevermind, miss tank says she will think about how to give me the marks.
she is still considering :(
saw my chemistry marks too.
24/30
was pretty happy though.
i made quite a few silly mistakes; which i realised after handing in the paper.
but never mind, its just a test. (:

i believe i can do it.
i can i will i must.
if there will, there will be a way (:

i know im feeling stress.
i seriously is.
but... =(
whatever.
today's english oral was pretty okay.
glad i pulled myself together before the start of it.
well, i have got no second chance for english, unlike chinese.
and, yes.
im retaking.
i believe i can do it!
A1! (:

feel like going down to watch the fireworks tomorrow. (: